As all good fairytales begin, I created a story about myself. It was quite the story and not a love story.
It was a story of pain and fear but mostly it was a story about unworthiness.
I was the main character in my story except I really wasn’t. I was too victimized by all the supposed villains in the piece to be center stage in my own play. So the fear, pain, unconsciousness, and unworthiness were all in charge of the show as they had been since I was born.
And it’s a sad tale… of foster care and adoption and abuse and so much more… and then one day, my prince arrived on a shiny white steed. Ok, maybe that’s a cliche.
In truth, one day … one day after another, after another, after another as the years went by, I realized that no prince and not even a shiny horse were arriving which meant that I needed to put on some big girl panties and create the life I wanted… a life based on love for myself and others… a life where I remembered to stay in gratitude for each and every teaching that would remind me, of who I had always been, and who everyone else had always been.
I just forgot for a while and created a narrative that told me I was too damaged to recover from my story. Well, that’s an old story and a low frequency song that I don’t sing anymore. But I don’t forget it… because I am a healer and a teacher and a storyteller… and the story is a love story in truth.
I spent years healing and studying and talking to my very wise higher self and my healing team… and I – kind of like that beanstalk in a different fairytale – grew up…. and went up and up and up in frequency… up past the victimization and the “little shop of horrors” early narrative and found the more I healed and loved, the more I activated the light in me… and in you… because at this point in the narrative, we aren’t separate.
We are in union. We are in love.
So you see, the more you go up in frequency, the more the tale gets told… and it’s not just my story… or your story… it’s a love story!
And you are the designer – the architect of your life and its narrative. You were gifted by our Creator to love and to create with power. You know, you do get the prince and the horse… whatever that symbolizes for you. It will mean more by the end of the tale as you realize that you – powerful magical you- are the light that transformed it all.
May your story always be a love story!
After all, I am a hopeful romantic! Love and blessings from my grateful heart to yours!